This year, 2015, has been the year of gray. Not gray in the sense of gloominess or sadness; gray in the sense of inbetweeness. The definition of gray is an intermediate color between white and black, which is NOT where I prefer to live my life. I would rather pick a side, come to a conclusion, and just make a decision rather than ride the fence of uncertainty. But no matter how many times I tried to live in my preferred black and white arena, life consistently forced me to deal with…